a whole month
tomorrow marks the one month mark for unblogging by me. so i figured i'd beat the mark and post now. if other people can take a break for a month from blogging, then so can i. haha.
i've been incredibly swamped with life lately. all my classes have kept me busy with deadlines every night of the week. i can tell my semester will be a busy one. i started track too and so i dont get home until five everyday. and then two hours of homework each day at least puts me at 7:00 a.m. to 7:00 p.m. days everyday. then add in other things like church music which takes up around 8 hours a week mixed in and hanging out with my friends when i can which is quite important also. for those of you who know me well enough, you would know that i hate being busy and i value unscheduled time above any other way to spend time. so my life logically should be a living hell right now. but actually i cannot think of many other times that i've been happier and more content. God has given me a full plate and it feels like every time i step up and perform, im pleasing God. I think that spiritually i'll be growing a ton in the next few months. which is ironic because you would think that being busy would leave less time for God. definitely not. the less time i have, the more i use it to please God and the more valuable it is to me. I have had to start seeing God in all i do because it becomes so apparent that He's right there watching me. not like some creeper, obviously. God's not a creeper, thats not my point. My point is... actually i dont have a point. except i guess that living for God is what it sounds like: living life through and for God. because otherwise i'd be screwed. Living life purely for the sake of searching for happiness will bring nothing at all. forget about all the stuff you want and all the stuff you dont have. forget about how confusing girls are and how dumb guys are. forget about what hurts and start living. life should not be an event, it should be an action. one big action for God.
so i dont think many people will read this since everyone has probably forgotten that this blog exists. but whatever.
i've been incredibly swamped with life lately. all my classes have kept me busy with deadlines every night of the week. i can tell my semester will be a busy one. i started track too and so i dont get home until five everyday. and then two hours of homework each day at least puts me at 7:00 a.m. to 7:00 p.m. days everyday. then add in other things like church music which takes up around 8 hours a week mixed in and hanging out with my friends when i can which is quite important also. for those of you who know me well enough, you would know that i hate being busy and i value unscheduled time above any other way to spend time. so my life logically should be a living hell right now. but actually i cannot think of many other times that i've been happier and more content. God has given me a full plate and it feels like every time i step up and perform, im pleasing God. I think that spiritually i'll be growing a ton in the next few months. which is ironic because you would think that being busy would leave less time for God. definitely not. the less time i have, the more i use it to please God and the more valuable it is to me. I have had to start seeing God in all i do because it becomes so apparent that He's right there watching me. not like some creeper, obviously. God's not a creeper, thats not my point. My point is... actually i dont have a point. except i guess that living for God is what it sounds like: living life through and for God. because otherwise i'd be screwed. Living life purely for the sake of searching for happiness will bring nothing at all. forget about all the stuff you want and all the stuff you dont have. forget about how confusing girls are and how dumb guys are. forget about what hurts and start living. life should not be an event, it should be an action. one big action for God.
so i dont think many people will read this since everyone has probably forgotten that this blog exists. but whatever.
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