so i should say something about homecoming. it was cool. i had fun. it was a good time to just let loose and do whatever. if anyone did not have fun, tell me, and i will yell at you.
so the real point of this post is about life. life is a huge roller coaster, spiritually i mean. its insane; it really is an adventure. so this is what i wrote this morning. Pretty much this is a picture of my life. sorry for the dramatics. haha.
Oh Lord, hear my cry. Why has this foe risen again?
How many times must I be struck down to the ground before Your hand finishes what I cannot?
You said, "Go into the brimstone." So for the sake of Your name I went where few have dared go.
What have I found but this enemy?
I have passed through the brimstone as You commanded, only to arrive at the fire.
Will I be chased through the fire as well?
Oh Lord, my body is broken from this journey, my bones are weary of being struck upon the rock.
But if You command me so, I will pass through the fire, hindered by the pursuing evil.
The fire will scorch my skin, and lick the wounds handed me by my foe.
Lord, you know my plea: strike down what has thus far destroyed me; take away this evil.
I will continue on the path you have commanded.
If You permit it so, the fiend will follow me even here, as it has already.
When I have emerged from the fire, bloodied by the evil, I will collapse upon Your doorstep.
Your ever-loving hand will gather up my pieces into the House of Many Rooms.
There I will arise anew at your feet to hear, "Well done, good and faithful servant."
Lord, such an acclamation is what I long to hear from my Beloved Savior.
Amidst the fire will I do battle with the evil foe to bring glory to Your name, for You are the Most High God.
For You I ventured into the brimstone, for You I have fought this evil, and for You I will delve into the fire while pursued by my foe.
Only by Your strength are such things possible.
Lord, you bandaged my feet when I walked through the brimstone; You lead me through it's maze.
How many blows from my enemy You have sustained for me I do not know.
And Lord, when I dive into the fire, followed by this evil, I know that You will be with me.
For such is Your love.
Your glory exceeds time and into the Heavens.
Your strength sustains me.
Your power turns my lament into a declaration of Your holiness, which is, which has been, and which will be forevermore.