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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

what the heck?

how could you guys do that to me? I am proud to say that i stopped reading those terrible comments before I hurt myself. so this is my update. i have returned. maybe i will give details later, but it is late and i am tired. haha.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

I am outa hurr

I have gone to Costa Rica. Pray for me if you don't mind. Thanks a ton. I appreciate it, it means more than you know. for serious. See you guys when I return from my adventures.

Monday, June 13, 2005

Denominations

today while I was in the shower, i was wondering to myself which denomination was "right." Baptists? Lutherans? Presbyterians? and then it dawned on me that my point of view was extremely narrow. These are all Protestant churches. So then I started wondering which was "right," Protestant or Catholic. then it dawned on me once again that my point of view was extremely narrow. Protestant and Catholic are both Western Christians. In our society, we never consider that there are in fact Eastern Christian churches. The two main ones that come to mind are the Greek Orthodox Church and the Russian Orthodox Church. So then I wondered if Western Christians or Eastern Christians were "right."

To clarify, when I use the word "right," I mean most correct in their theology. If one church is the most correct in their theology, it does not make the other churches completely wrong. Is absolute perfection in theology something that exists? I don't know, that's why I was wondering which church is "right."

With that said, it then dawned on me that there wasn't a correct denomination. Denominations as they are today are completely against the will of God. If you are a Christian, you belong to the Christian church, not the Protestant Church or the Catholic Church or the Greek Orthodox Church. John 17: 20-23 are a prayer from Jesus. They are as follows, "My prayer is not for them(the disciples) alone. I pray for those(us) who will believe in me through their message, that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. may they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me. I have given them the glory that you gave me, that they may be one as we are one: I in them and you in me. May they be brought to complete unity to let the world know that you sent me and have loved them even as you have loved me."

Paul also talks about unity in the church in 1 Corinthians. he also talks about the Body of Christ, which is the church. Do we as Christians function as one body today? Simply, no. The Christian church has split and divided itself because of differences that we deem significant. However, these differences do not change the fact that Jesus Christ is the Savior. what is Christianity? I say it is a personal relationship with Christ. Is this found in all the demoninations? yeah. If it isn't, then that church is not Christian. so my question is, why are we divided when we believe in something greater than these differences? Imagine the impact of one united Christian church. It would be incredible.

So that is my qualm with all of us as Christians today. We don't get the big picture. Does it really matter if you are completely immersed when you are baptized, or just sprinkled on the head? no, it doesn't matter. Baptism is a public confession of faith, it doesn't matter how wet you get. If anyone can make a case for how wet you have to be in order to be baptized, I will shut up and not talk about theology anymore. So I am done now. all I am saying is that if you have accepted Jesus Christ as your personal savior, you are part of the Church of God as we are called to be. I have never been affiliated with a denomination and now I never will be. In my mind, they don't exist because we are all the Body of Christ. Read 1 Corinthians 12: 12-27. I would have put in in here, but it was too long to type. But read it anyway.

Sunday, June 12, 2005

whiners

everyone is just a bunch of whiners. you are spoiled because i update all the time and there is one period of five days where nothing happens to me, and everyone flips out. is it my fault my life is boring and nothing to write about? gosh. i hope everyone feels incredibly guilty now. haha.

well here's you update. i have never posted lyrics before, but theres a first time for everything. we sang this song in church this morning. i cried, i am a wus. hur it is.

"Worlds Apart"

I am the only one to blame for this
Somehow it all adds up the same
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride
I flew too high and like Icarus I collide
With a world I try so hard to leave behind
To rid myself of all but love
to give and die

To turn away and not become
Another nail to pierce the skin of one who loves
more deeply than the oceans,
more abundant than the tears
Of a world embracing every heartache

Can I be the one to sacrifice
Or grip the spear and watch the blood and water flow

To love you - take my world apart
To need you - I am on my knees
To love you - take my world apart
To need you - broken on my knees

All said and done I stand alone
Amongst remains of a life I should not own
It takes all I am to believe
In the mercy that covers me

Did you really have to die for me?
All I am for all you are
Because what I need and what I believe are worlds apart

[Additional lyrics:]

I look beyond the empty cross
forgetting what my life has cost
and wipe away the crimson stains
and dull the nails that still remain
More and more I need you now,
I owe you more each passing hour
the battle between grace and pride
I gave up not so long ago
So steal my heart and take the pain
and wash the feet and cleanse my pride
take the selfish, take the weak,
and all the things I cannot hide
take the beauty, take my tears
the sin-soaked heart and make it yours
take my world all apart
take it now, take it now
and serve the ones that I despise
speak the words I can't deny
watch the world I used to love
fall to dust and thrown away
I look beyond the empty cross
forgetting what my life has cost
so wipe away the crimson stains
and dull the nails that still remain
so steal my heart and take the pain
take the selfish, take the weak
and all the things I cannot hide
take the beauty, take my tears
take my world apart, take my world apart
I pray, I pray, I pray
take my world apart

Think of this more as a prayer than a song. that's what i did and it messed me up. it was great.

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Yeayah

This is perfect. I wish i could rap because then i would rap this all the time.
copy and paste it. and listen to it. if you don't i shall become irrate.

http://www.whiteboydj.com/babygotbook

Friday, June 03, 2005

The Bestest Girl

Just because I am bored and I haven't posted in a few days, here is a post about... stuff.

These are the top five characteristics in a girl in my opinion.
5. Outgoing but not obnoxious
4. A girl that listens and really cares
3. A girl that I can talk to about absolutley squat and it is still the best conversation either has ever had.
2. A girl that I can carry to the top of the world no matter how sore/tired/sick I am, because she deserves it.
1. a girl that loves God more than everything together in the world.

Haha. that was kind of mushy wasn't it?

changing subjects, I have a prayer request. My mom is leaving for T tomorrow. she will be there for about twelve days. A lot of you already know about T from our church. but just in case, it is a place with under 100 known Believers. It is her first missions trip, so she is a bit nervous. So if anyone feels lead to, pray for her trip and that everything goes well. I know she would appreciate it a ton. I would to. Thanks friends. That's all folks.